Hello,
It’s nice to meet you!
I’m a working professional in my 30s, living in Singapore.
I was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder in 2022 and am currently undergoing therapy to heal from childhood trauma. Since then, healing and mental health have become central to my life. Initially, I felt lost, fearful, overwhelmed, and confused—to the point where I took a year and a half off the radar to regain control and understanding of my life.
One thing I noticed while learning about my condition is the lack of resources, especially personal experiences, available in Asia and Singapore. While I rely on credible Western sources, I approach them cautiously, recognizing that cultural differences and influences shape their research, findings, and methodologies. I’m mindful not to apply these perspectives wholesale to my condition, choosing instead to adapt them thoughtfully to my own life.
My recovery journey has been one hell of an experience and it has greatly influenced how I’ve now decided to live my life moving forward. One of the things I’d like to do is to document and share my mental health journey with those who may be struggling with mental health challenges – hence the start of my content creation journey.
“Who am I to inspire anyone when I’m still such a mess?” I’d ask myself over and over. “Yeah, are we even qualified to do this?” another voice would echo. But then, a stricter voice would cut in: “A mess in whose eyes? Did you not see how far we’ve all come? Isn’t our progress a true testament? Instead of wasting energy on self-doubt, why not channel it into creating something meaningful—something that adds value?”
So here I am now. I shall avoid thinking unnecessary things and do my best to provide valuable content. I hope you find some hope and comfort in this space. Now, shall we get to know my crew?
The Collective Me
Introducing all of us ◡̈
FAITH
Host/Gate-Keeper
Faith is the one who interacts with people on daily basis – most of the time. She is still trying to figure out if she is also the core – self identity is a real struggle for us.
PHYLLIS
Protector
Phyllis is the mother figure we wish to have growing up. She’s the main caregiver to Kyla. She’s selfless, nurturing and caring. Sometimes maybe a little too much.
KYLA
Child Alter
Kyla is the 5 year old ‘me’ who exists before the childhood trauma experience.
YOLANDA
Persecutor
Yolanda is our biggest critic. She is a perfectionist and sees the world in a black and white manner. She is smart and annoyingly objective.
VICTORIA
Persecutor
Victoria is an individual who holds a lot of anger. She is feisty and has no fear of consequences. In her destructive nature lies also her fierce compassion.
KENDRICK
Protector
Kendrick is the twin brother of Victoria and they are the polar opposites. He is fun-loving, chill and lives in the moment. He also loves a good competition!
ATHENA
Protector
Athena is our unwavering pillar of strength. When we’re overwhelmed and need to show up despite the chaos, she steps in and takes charge. She’s the doer and our disciplinarian. ‘The tough gets going’ is her mantra.
DREW
Internal Homicide
Drew carries the heaviest emotional burden among us, bearing deep pain and sadness. He is vulnerable to self-harm and suicidal tendencies but possesses an extraordinary ability to empathise with others’ pain.
QUINN
Non-Human Alter
Quinn is a majestic oak tree, offering us a safe space to retreat and find solace. She holds a deep well of wisdom but rarely provides direct answers to our questions.
“It’s not that I want to give up on life.
I just didn’t want to live like this anymore but I had no idea how to stop the pain.”

F.L.K.F
reflection from our suicidal attempts